December 2010
1 post
New Start. New Blog.
For my followers: I know its been a while but I’m starting afresh. Link to my new blog if you’re interested :)
www.intoherworld.tumblr.com
September 2010
4 posts
My Fact #17: I’m the kind of person that looks for that one reason to fight for something when theres a million reasons to walk away.
“Dum spiro, spero ♥”
July 2010
1 post
Wow, so its been a long time.
Have I missed tumblr? Not exactly. I’ve come to the realisation that I don’t have to document every thought that I have, especially as I tend to think too much. Writing in that sense doesn’t validate a feeling and it certainly doesnt help to figure things out.
So why start again?
Well, I’m blessed at the moment with the ability to not only remember what I had for...
January 2010
39 posts
“The real man is the one who can thrill you just by kissing your forehead.”
– Marilyn Monroe (via maluna)
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley (via chmns)
Looks like i have something to do tomorrow night:
paper-champion:
PLAYROOM “JANUARY SALE” - EVERYTHING MUST GO …. BOING!!! SATURDAY 16th JANUARY 2010 @ DIGITAL, BRIGHTON 11PM-4AM IMAGINE A PLACE FILLED WITH:- ★ An Adult Bouncy Castle ★ A 10ft enclosed Ball Pit ★ Space Hoppers ★ Inflatable Toys ★ Twister ★ Face Painting Fantasy Make-Up Artist ★ UV Light Cannons ★ A Tricycle ★ Giant Games ★ Connect 4 ★ Giant Dominoes ★ Giant Snakes & Ladders...
Writing...
I was browsing my blog a while back and realised that I don’t actually write as such.
Sure I blog, muse and pen down the odd thought, need to do or quick anecdote but I rarely - if ever - write what I class as “proper writing”.
I want to write about deep, insightful, meaningful things full of relateable realism yet on the contrary, something that provides the escaspism from the...
Still no money. Still no car insurance. Still things to do.
Plus I lost my purse with £40 in, my drivers licence, my bank card and a few other little bits in. If its found I hope they do the decent thing and return it. (Yeah right I guess.)
This shit is like a vicious circle; that can only be ended by my paycheque - which doesnt arrive until 25th Jan. Goddamn.
I’m seriously re-thinking my...
I’ve painted my nails green.
Its oddly groovy…
…in a sort of “my fingers look slighty mouldy” kinda way.
But hey - I like to be different :) Something I am definately pro about for 2010!
“Ain’t it funny how you think you’ve got your whole life planned,...”
– Sugababes~Change
Me.
I love new shoes so much, I sometimes wear them to bed. I keep stupidly sentimental things. My DVD list has to permanently be in alphabetical order. My favourite word is lush. I have a tendancy to tell very innappropriate jokes at very inappropriate times. I procrastinate. I don’t have a favourite colour. I sing too loudly in the shower. I love individuality and things that are against the...
So, rather shockingly I have spent the last 3 odd...
However I now feel the need to go and paint my nails or watch a chick flick…so as not to over-man my femininity!
Mamihlapinatapais
… from the Yaghan language of Tierra del Fuego.
Its considered the world’s most succinct word — and the hardest to translate. It means “a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but that neither one wants to start.”
Seriously L.O.V.E evenings like tonight.
The boy just “popped” over, despite my road being akin to a skating rink at the moment!
We drank tea and watched pants evening tele, laughed and joked - it was so cosy :)
Is it weird that I am so scared that I could get too used to this?
I love me Wellies!
I was sooo bored of being snowed in this weekend that in a hella blizzard and 6 inches of snow, I decided to trek it 3 and a half miles(!) from my house to the Best Friends.
Had an awsome weekend - in which I shamelessly add that I went clubbing in my Wellington Boots! Yes! This “shawty” got low low low in her green hunters! Fashion victim - I think not! More like trend setter!
...
Fuck off snow.
Yes you were fun in the beginning. Good times; snowball fights, sledging, snowmen etc. But now you are just ruining my plans.
Meant to go to a party tonight, but no cabs are running, the roads are lethal and so its been cancelled.
Being snowed in sucks. Majorly.
I miss people.
I miss Alex, so very much. I’m going crazy and its only been a week since I saw him last. But I guess when you...
I would like to thank the snow for my lovely day...
(but feel free to come back on Monday!)
Back.
So I guess my internet tumblr hiatus didn’t last long. Didn’t last long at all really.
Seems I need this. This internet void to deposit all the shit going on in my head.
God I need so much right now.
I need to chill out.
I need to make out.
I need to talk.
Even more, I need to scream.
I need to cuddle.
I need to be told everything will all be alright. I mean I know hope it...
Goodbye to all.
So the internet is sometimes more trouble than its worth.
Yeah, I’m the first to admit that I’m not the most tactful person ever and that I have a habit of thinking or typing before I’ve really thought about what I’ve said/written. You see things I say or write don’t come across the way I mean them too. Which poses problems when people jump to the wrong conclusions.
...
Two steps forward - one step back...!
Is actually becoming the motto of my life!
So I just bag myself a new job and a little payrise…yay! Then the parentals announce they are gonna start charging me rent.
Suckage.
Might be time to save for a place of my own!
Grr. At work, just read in the diary that I have First Aid training next saturday and the saturday after. 10.00am til 4.00pm. Mega Suckage. There isnt even a free lunch with this training.
Though I suppose on the plus side, looking at the calendar made me realise that I have only 29 more working days before another weeks holiday :)
Working with children has its advantages!
Could somebody please tell me why Monday is soooo far away from Friday, yet Friday is soooo close to Monday!?
Ever get days when things that you need to sort out are like entertwined in some sort of vicious circle!?
Today was like that.
I need to renew my car insurance and I needed to get some quotes. Couldn’t ring up for quotes as our phonebook has mysteriously disappeared. Couldn’t look online because I left my laptop round Rach’s. Couldn’t go and get said laptop as I have no...
I had the best day ever today! Fact.
Cooked lunch for my best friend and Alex today - and to be blantantly honest I was sooooo nervous about cooking for him! Stupid I know, right?!
Then Alex and I curled up on the sofa to watch the footie before everyone got incredibly childish and we had a mahoosive food fight!!! I ended up covered in egg (though in fairness Rach and Alex came off worse than...
Ok so we didnt watch The Hangover - we watched Star Trek which is doubly more awsome!
:)
Not a sci-fi geek at all.
Lol.
Couldn’t care less what we watched though - I was paying more attention to the way he held my hand through the whole movie. I love the way my hand looks in his.
I sat on my bed after texting him and I had a very rare but amazingly insightful sort of “ephiphany” moment.
New Years eve involved a very honest discussion between my best friend, myself and my boyfriend in the beer garden/smokers section of a nightclub at around 2am in the morning. What he had to say about me and “us” was so spot on. If I’m honest, it made me feel...
2009 vs 2010...
So my start to 2009 was, lets be honest, pretty shit.
I honestly thought that 2009 would be another year that passed me by where I lacked the motivation to do anything about everything I was moaning about.
Looking back though, I can honestly say that of all my 20 years, 2009 was the one that made me. I have changed beyond recognition, and although my opionion might be debateable, I believe this...
My first ever NYE Midnight kiss...
…with Alex…
…perfection.
December 2009
46 posts
bold what you are
friendsiesx3:
precipice:
lostboysfound:myskinnylove:
I am a cuddler I am a morning person I am a perfectionist I am a night person I am an only child I am Catholic I am currently in my pajamas I am currently suffering from a broken heart I am okay at styling other people’s hair I am left handed I am addicted to my myspace I am very shy around the opposite gender I bite my nails I can be...
For the last time this year - Merry Christmas :)
It’s been a good one! The usual traditions have been followed; the “no opening tree presents until after your nan gets here!”, the eating waaay to much, the “oh go on, just one more glass of wine…”, mine and my nan’s seafront walk tradition and the cheesy movie watching with the tin of quality streets/roses that you just know you really should delve into...
